monokinimonokinimonokini.!!!!
i may be alone in this but i LOVE monokinis. haha. and mydream is to one day be able to wear one & not incite riots. lol.
im FINALLY getting over my illness. thank god. now that thats over i really need to step up my game this week. i am so scared that i wont lose any weight. i dont want this to be like last semester. ugh. i mean it wont, i keep telling myself that even if this fridays WI is disappointing it wont be like last semester because this time i am making a conscious effort to rise above this mess. this weeknd i had no binging incidents at all, obviously. i guess it really is just being with people & smoking. like. its kind of an indulgence issue. i just let go & let myself go wild & it fucking sucks. well im not doing that next weeknd, i can assure you :) ive just learned its not worth it., this morning i was loooking into the mirror & i actually liked what i saw. i always want to look like that on a sunday morning, not a bloated chubster MESS! ahhh. so yeah, gotta keep this up. MONOKINIIIIIII!
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