im beginning to notice how much this feels like a waking limb

pins and needles, nice to know you, GOODBYYYYYEEEE!

anyways! when was the last time i updated this trick? cannot remember. its cool though. soo im doing pretty good this week so far. :) which rocks. this morning was a bit of a bust with the workout, i woke up on time but then went back to sleep accidentally and woke back up at 6;30, so i only had an hour til 7;30, when i have to leave the gym. and by the time i got my butt into gear and went there, i only had a half an hour to workout. yeah sad life. sooo i have to go back and finish the job. boooo. but if i want to make this happen i gotta be committed.

GO ME! :) im excited.... andddd theres only 21 days left til new years. NEW YEAR NEW ME . chant it with me now!

i click my heels , get the devils in line

im off to the gym, to KICK SOME MAJOR WIGGLY-BOOTY . yeah. its happening. i found an inhaler (YESSSS) and im pumped. CONFESSION: havent been to the gym since wednesday. wow. thats pretty bad. i didnt realize it had been 3 days. ahhh. where does the time go? ... lauren, .. that's weak.

AND WITH THAT IM GONNA KILL THIS, GUYZ.

yo yo yo

!! its officially december. the most wonderful month of the year :) seriously, love. you can almost feel it in the air.

30 days til the new year, and im stoked for what's ahead. i really am. i have to admit im still nervous that i wont be able to stay on track, but i think its important to acknowledge that i really DO want to, im just nervous ill slip up. well , ive always said it but im serious this time, tunnel vision. one day at a time. all i have to do is succeed today. just today. etc.

speaking of today... today was pretty good. lol. i was definitely more hungry than usual, which was alittle tough to navigate. i think its almost TOM. however i did wake up for the gym! woo! go me. it was definitely hard to go after work yesterday, so i wanna keep this up.

really excited for the future! lets do thisss up