ughh matt just came into work and i was so happy i erased alll of what i just wrote lol. but since its really just me who reads this anwyayyyy... whatever. i fucked up these past few months. its definitely not what i wanted. i did go to weight watchers in the beginning and lost a good 3 lbs for 2 weeks but then fell off again SERIOUSLY. paid 80$ more before i cancelled my account. anyway. i need to get back, thats what i came here to say. i need to take back control of my life again. i cant wait for school.... yeahhhh haha. its out of control. i feel like that in so many areas of my life im totally out of it... and i dont like that. at all. boo.
anyway.... got about a month before i go back to boston, and i dont want to be 10-15 lbs more than what i was when i left. i want to at least get back down to 210. so. lets dooo thissss.
