life starts now

so i woke up this morning feeling like i wanted to crawl back under the covers and sleep some more, never wake up. i finally dragged myself out of bed and took my butt to the library to study for my russian midterm. i was drinking some coffee.. and all the sudden it hit me. this wave of new energy, motivation and willpower to lose weight! ive been stalling for so long now, since january, and its been honestly an uphill battle. i had other things to focus on... and i got a little preoccupied. but i think now im ready to jump back into it and get ready for the summer! i can do it , ive done it before :) haha just had to share becaUse i havent felt this surge of energy for a few months now.

ive been thinking about spring and summer too lately. i cant stand the cold anymore! im so over it! i hope this summer is a good one and i can feel good about myself and my body. thats the goal.

in like a lion?

oh man. i cant believe its the end of february already. i havent gotten much done this year yet, i feel like. not in the #'s department anyway. i feel thinner and look a little thinner, but im not losing on the scale. i just hope i can leave the month at least 1 lb less than i entered it haha. i only have 4 days to do that though...

oh yeah im also sick. :( its a mild cold but i felt under the weahter all day and didnt workout cause i dont want to prolong the cold and ruin the rest of the week.

feb 1444444

happy valentines day! haha. still single, dont get me wrong. just realllllly good day. idk why but ive been extremely happy all daY :) not knocking it, though.

i cant wait til i can celebrate this day for reals.

TOMORROW'S weigh in. first time in 2 weeks. cannot wait. :D

autopilot ON

so on friday i only lost one pound and it really threw me off and stressed me out, obviously. since im not going home this weekend (thank god haha i need a break) im not going to weigh myself friday and wait until the 15th to weigh in. im already less stressed.
which is great because stressed is my middle name lately.
first name being "i'm."



bring on the success, i need some of it...

UH, PS: GIANTS WON THE SUPERBOWL!!!! not surprised, totally called it, but yayyyY!!!!!!!! haha, suck it new england.