god forbid i be able to go to sleep when i want! grrr. sorry its just SUPER annoying when i am beyond exhausted & just want to wake up and begin my awesome day that is friday but i just cant stop my mind from racing. :( i used to take tylenol pms like it was my job but i dont think thats such a great idea. plus i dont have any right now LOL.
"tomorrow" is WI, or rather WI is in 8 hrs. lovely. i worked my BUTT off "today." CHECK IT: i burned 3,000 calories at the gym. OH YES. that is no typo. haha. i went 3 times. first i burned 1300, then 400, then another 1,300. INTENSE. i got up to 2600 and i was like DONE. but then i kept urging myself to keep going and i did somehow. crazy. i can do that, kinda trick myself into doing things. for someone whos quite terrible @ math i really get fixated on numbers.
anyway this better reflect on the scale.
no binging this weekend. or ever. im trying to break the addiction andd bad cycle. i guess i just realized how sick it is. whatever.
im so tired... try for bed again?
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