oh my god its wednesday and it REALLY needs to be friday for the well-being of my sanity. ahhh. ive been running myself into the ground in like EVERY aspect of life since monday.
today was particularly insane. first off, the past two days i burned an honorable 2,500 calories in the gym. last nights workout was awesome, i totally killed it lol. good times. but this morning was just horrible. i only burned 950 & i had to RUSH back to the apt & then off to class wiht like 10 minutes downtime. until 6 i only had consumed 280 calories because i was not in the apartment for more than 10 minutes AND had noooo downtime in between that. i mean it was just crazy. i was in such a bad mood up until 20 minutes ago. but i wont be able to relax for long because i gotta get myself back to the gym to burn the rest of the calories. i think i might just burn 2,000 today, its still a good turnout and honestly i just am soo tired. but we;ll see.
okay also i peeked at the scale tuesday and it said 217.6. so i was happy with that! that means i was back to where i was prior to crashing and burning & then a week of sickness so i couldnt really make a dent in anything. soo yay. plus that was before i went to the bathroom (TMI?) and after all the work i put in tuesday, today & planning to put in tomorrow, i should be pretty golden. at least i will have a loss. tomorrow im just gonna down a few slimfasts & call it a day. im going home tomorrow night THANK GOD! ill skip class friday i really dont care. i just cant take it anymore lol. anyway wish me luck cause i still gotta get through tomorrow... & its brutal for some reason haha.
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