bleh.

blahh. today was alright- i went to the gym, read some while burning calories on the bike. pretty good, i burned 700 calories.

then afternoon came, and i started stressing about this rough drft of a paper i have to bring to class tomorrow. we're having a "rough draft workshop," even though the paper isnt due for another two weeks. its basically complete bullshit,a nd i dont want to do it. moreover, i have ZERO motivation to even start it. whats the point in writng a paper when its not even due?! what motivates me to write it usually is that i NEED TO. but i dont really need to, in my mind, its stupid and i could always duck out of the class. which is probably a mistake. i really just am not happy about it. i dont want to shirk my gym rsponsibilities to write this stupid thing, so i am going to have to stay up very late to finish writing it. totally pointless. gr.

i was just pissed off and as i was walking to my next class i saw my friend fisz. i havent seen him in FOREVER. like three weeks. probably literally. so i ditched my class and we went to the dining hall. i know. sounds like such a bad idea. yeah i guess it was. i didnt go INSANE, i just had a cheeseburger w/.out the bun, and two cookies. so. i blew all my calories for the rest of the day. we should have just went to starbucks. i see that now. but i was honestly trying to save the money, cause the dining hall is free technically.

lesson: in the end, spending $2.50 is much preferable to spending $0 on 700 calories.
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im going to have to burn alot tonight at the gym, just to make me feel better.

im not sure if i said so, but that body sculpting class was the pinnacle of my life! i still feel sore. :) especially my abs. i think the abs class did do something. anyway theres another body sculpt class at 4 tomorrow, and since i cant go to the thighs one (because ill already be on a train home), i think im going to skip my fiction class and go to the gym class instead. kinda sucks cause i only have 3 times i can skip class before it affects the grade, but the class isnt like... that important to go to class everyday, because there arent any tests and papers are on one thing, so its okay. no worries.

still fretting about that rough draft, though. i have a feeling ill be at the library until 4 am. FOR NOTHINGGGGG.

i cant wait until this time tomorrow, ill almost be on the train home!!