bbbbbenny and the jets

yoooo. another day over. haha. well, mostly. im writing YET ANOTHER paper. ahhh. sometimes i really wonder why i am an english major when i so despise writing papers. but we do what we can to get the degree, i guess. *shrugs*

anyway its only 3-5 pages long so i shouldnt be up too late. and its for a history class so its not that bad, either. i wont complain.

for some reason this week i havent felt as enthused abt my workouts as i was for the last few weeks. i wonder why. i mean i still go and do it, but i cant spend as much time as i usually do on the arc trainer. while before i was on it for like 30 minutes, now i cant last far past 20. or at least, i dont want to. its like torture. i bike alot, but that doesnt burn as much calories and ive been burning less than usual. i dont know. we'll see. im kind of nervous for friday.... :\

im not sure whats going on in the thyroid department. i guess ill find that out next friday, when i FINALLY have a doctor's appt. at home. so it'll be good to finally see what the hell's going on. but i kind of suspect something is up because i have to work my ass off soooooo much , like burning 2,000 calories a day to lose just 3 lbs a week. and idk. i see people on WW and everywhere else just cutting back and working out 3 times a week and getting the same results. so. let's see. im on the fence about if im going to be positive or not for hypothyroidism.

back to paper, i guess. :\