Monday, October 01, 2007

americas next top model

sooo today i woke up and felt really stuffy and out of it. but i had a test and two oral presentations so i had to suck it up. i couldnt get to sleep until 4 am and so i coiuldnt make it to the gym . i was going to go after my second class at 2 but i was sooo exhausted so i took a nap instead. bah. i also ate two servings of avocado rolls. it fit into my calories for the day, it wasnt like it sent me over the edge by any means but i still didnt feel all that great about it. im going to the gym in a few hrs, there's an abs class at 8 so im going to go check that out :) and some cardio on my own.

i also called brigham women's hospital and left a message at the endocrinology department. theyre right down the street so itd be an easy T ride away. the message said to wait 24 hrs for them to call me back, so i have to wait til tomorrow until i call again but we'll see, hopefully i can set up an appointment soon.

im watching the E true hollywood story on america's next top model. i love that show. even though all the girls are so skinny and pretty its not like i sit there and am pissed off about it, which is how i feel alot of people see it like. im jealous, sure haha i wish i could be doing sometghing like that, i wish i could be as confident and happy with my body. one day. :D

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