yo. today has been longg but ultimately pretty productive by my standards. i only had one class and i didnt do any hmwk, but school is definitely not how i measure production/success. maybe its a bad thing but school really takes a backseat to my weight loss. id be way less happy with an A then id be with the loss of 10 lbs.
although i still get A's, dont get me wrong, im not failing., but i just dont care. it makes it a little harder to push myself to get assignments done... but theres no question that ill get them done, its just more of a struggle i guess. at least a less satisfying one.
im kind of nervous for the weekend ahead, im going home thursday night until monday. i hope ill be able to keep my good habits up...
i called brigham and womens endocrinology center AGAIN... had to leave another voicemail... kind of annoying... but you have to do what you have to do. next time ill explain my situation to an actual person before they send me off to the voicemail again...
i cant wait much longer.
gym in an hr and a half.... im going to try the body sculpting class. its an hr long class so i guess thats the only thing im nervous about, in case i dont like it or its really hard. but honestly if its hard that can probably only be a good thing. im so proud that im doing this on my own, i had signed up w/ my friend for the classes but she has only gone to one so far. im encouraging her to go more but she says shes been sick so i dont know. i guess the only thing to do is push yourself. :) and i definitely am.
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