slipping away

i have been in SUCH a bad mood its incredible. last night and today i am just MISERABLE. i dont know what to do. i just want to be left alone. and then a half hr ago i drove to the gym, and hadnt even gotten out of my car yet when i broke my headphones. and so i was like screw this and left. now im just sitting here. but im in such a bad mood i cant even motivate myself to do ANYTHING. its like evrything i have to do id rather just do nothing and sulk about it. ldfsklsd.

i even have to go see my friend and get my stuff back/give her her stuff but im so annoyed right now at the world that im just waiting.

i dont know what for, though.

i just wish i was back in boston, alone. i just want to be alone and at the gym.

rghgghgg.