sighhhhh.

sooo happy thanksgiving! a day known for eating like a pig.... lol. well im not HUGE on thanksgiving food so it might not be too distastrous. or disastrous at all. im trying to think about my game plan. tomorrow is my usual WI day... but ive been terrible since ive been home :( im so dumb. i dont know why i let myself do this... but i cautionarily weighed in today and im up like 5 pounds. uhh not good. i was also sick the past two weeks so that could be why i lost so much in the first place.. ugh. im just trying to think if i should even bother to WI tomorrow or not. i think im leaning towards not. like... its just bad news, and at this point theres nothing i can do to change it, with less than 24 hours and its THANKSGIVING! honestly... im probably going to skip WI. but i dont want that to make today a freeforall. why should it be? its not that big of a holiday and most of my relatives are goign to their in-laws this year so its just the grandparents. im just gonna eat normally but i dont want to weigh in. i dont need any reason to drag myself int he dust. im not going to crash & burn this weekend, either. promise yourself! ah.