i promised

last night america voted OBAMA for its next president. not my choice at all but hey. people want "change" lets see if it adds up to anything more than a dollar.

im kind of thinking it might create more racial strife, i just hope he doesnt get assassinated bcause yeahhh then hell is going to come , & we're officially done as a country.

anyway. whateverrrr. McCain gave an awesome concession speech :)

so this week looks like its going in the right direction so far. i burned 3,000 monday, 1,500 yesterday & today so far im up to 1,800. i havent gone to the gym #3 yet but im about to at 11- first i wanted to sit on my butt for a couple hours & watch real world road rules. ahha. idk i guess im always a lazy chubster at heart. although i promised myself i would go to the gym after & wrack up some more calories, i think im aiming for 3,000 but we'll see, i might just die after 2,500. one of those will be met though, woot.

i guess im just apprehensive about how much i effffing weigh. i dont know! i dont know how last week went, because the scale got fucked, i dont know how much damage i did last weekend either. im just nervoussss. but hopeful. just gotta think positive. im probably going home friday after class because we are 97% having a party next friday for nicky & i gotta go to classes SOMETIME. i still havent bought a new scale because im a reeetard, i didnt feel like going last sunday. uhh-dumb. but im thinking ill weigh myself saturday & just be totally good friday as if its a thursday., i know i shouldnt be nervous about that part because hello im in charge of what i put in my mouth but am i really? im a food addict! you never know what im liable to do. so we'll see, i may just run out tomorrow night & get one. but then again the saturday might give me an extra day to lose. ah.