this week is killing me :( i am so stressed and i feel like im falling apart mentally emotionally everythingally. who am i?! im losing myself in the shuffle again. this is no good.
its just frustrating me because im caught. i didnt even go to the gym yesterday at all & today i only burned 750 & i havent gone for the second time yet. im trying to motivate myself to go later. the funny thing about it is i DO want to workout, but i also DONT. so im miserable staying home its not evne like i get satisfaction from indulging in my laziness, yet i feel like it would be a huge hassle to get up & walk out the door. i feel like an imposter in my own life. and im just really scared im not going to lose weight. ever. again. i know this might be stupid its all UP TO ME but i mean... "me" is being stupid right now.
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