Monday, November 03, 2008

i can do anything :)

:) yay today was a good day., or maybe it kinda just ended good. that may be it. ANYWAYs i was sooo tired when i woke up today, bleh. i went to class & then started feeling ill. idk i just didmt feel right. theres no way i was still hungover from saturday because i wasnt even hungover all that much on sunday & i wasnt THAT schwasted but yeah my body just took a beatin this weekend & i think it wasnt over it. i understand why it was mad, i went way too crazy. not cool. so anyway i went to the gym but cut it in half & only burned 500 calories. i skipped class & got sushi, even though at first i was planning on not eating many calories at all today. then i figured nah id just jump inot the excersize routine 100% and keep the calroies up so i dont burn out. i actually took a nap before my history class, whcih was really nice, & then i was up & ready to kill it. went to the gym & burned 1300. then i went home & ate dinner, then my second workout i burned 1200 more. making a grand total of 3,000. WOOOOOOO. :) so im really proud of it, i just hope i can get back into the swing of things.

like afte r this weekend (and also after last week i guess was draining & i felt like my diet took a backseat to school) i almost was feeling like i was so off track & that i could never get back the way it was. i hate feeling so unmotivated. but today something triggered in me and i felt like success is totally possible. i feel reenergized about it & im just going to keep my head down and work . IT. OUT. and then whatever happens on the scale this week i have to take it in stride and realize if its not a loss than it was because of my slip-up last weekend. it can be undone. and you can bet on one thing, i wont be making the same mistake this weekend, thats for sure. nothings worth screwing it all up!
in other news we're about to elect a new president and string cheese rules my life.

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