let's start off my acknowledging and owning the number on the scales. i weighed myself friday night with not so happy results. obviously it was at night and i had eaten and was wearing clothes, whatever, but yeah i gained. :( it really sucks cause i didnt want to go down that path but i did, i let it get out of control., but i have to own it. i did it and now its my reality. if i could go back to the holiday break and change what i did i would in a heartbeat, but its not a viable option. so , we move on.
thats the only way i can get anything done after this.
so. i work my ass off. i get back down to where i was. i go past that. i rock.
:) im ready for this.... its all i can be ready for. im certainly not ready for another failure.
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