let's talk about the future, not the past.
yeah, thats not obvious.
ANYWAY. im feelin pretty good today. physically at least, ive been kinda grumpy since i woke up. but i feel slim. ish. haha. i set a goal , when i hit my 10% im going to go finally use the gift $$ i got for christmas & my birthday to buy myself a tiffany necklace. it will remind me of my 22 lb loss and how i fckn struggggggled for it. plus it will be pretty :) and i need some motivation , some serious goal to keep my diet and pride intact. im losing it lately.
since summer started i feel like i havent had a real moment to breathe. im literally busy ALL day long. i get up (godwilling) at 6;30, im either at the gym or hitting the road for a walk at 7. i get back at 8, shower, go to work by 9. work til 5, then i am home for an hour ish before i go to the gym, class, or personal trainer w/ nicky. if i dont hang out wiht my friends i go home and watch tv for like an hr, then sleep. its pretty annoying. the gym used to be the biggest and best part of my day, now i feel like its an afterthought. :( i dont really know what to do, i have to work 9-5. not really a way around it...
oh i think im going to join WW in person again this weekend. unfortunately ill probably weigh more on their scales AND weigh more in general because i will not be naked (teehee) but whatever. i have to do something to get myself more involved. if i leave it all up to me i can lie to myself. cant lie to those people. i HATE gaining when i have to weigh in with them!
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