it's april! yayyyy. only a few days til ktb's 21st, and then one more week til mine! god i hope i'll be under 200 for my birthday. 3.7 lbs! i think i can do it....
i guess i should explain myself w/ my last post. i basically binged because of emotions, the same old stuff i guess. actually this week has been particularly bad emotionally, ive been ALL over the place. so ridiculous. :( i really wish i wasnt so emotionally defective. but somehow ive managed to stay OP sunday to today. and god-willing ill get through to this weekend. wish me luck! ive been praying alot, maybe thats helping. i know that the WW boards definitely are.
i always think that i wish that my actual eating/emotional habits could change, and this week i realizd that they HAVE. instead of just blindly giving into my urges the minute anything goes wrong, i have a hard time actually throwing it all away and surrendering. seems subtle, but its a really great change. :)
on another note, someone PLEASE explain boys to me. i dont get it.
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