so after a week of eating horribly, exercizing less than usual and only a few good OP days in there, im back on the wagon again. just goes to show you. the pressure did get to me, and i think i needed to go offcourse just to realize how shitty i feel when i dont try. i am so tired of being overweight, of being a size 16. i am so tired of being insecure about myself and my body! im back, and i dont want any excuses. im going to stay OP one day at a time, and weekends will no longer be an excuse to binge. if i work at it hard enough, i will lose this weight.
duh.
:) oh, also ran out of the hydroxycut, didnt get new pills. so im off. it wasnt what i thought it was gonna be anyway, too much of a pain in the ass + $$$. down the drain.
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