so on the spur of the moment thursday i decided to come home for the weekend, for alexa's party. which was alright. eh. maybe not worth it, but whaetver... live and learn.
i weighed myself on thursday after i drank a ton of water and i was 209, so im guessing i would be 208 if it wasnt for the water and the breakfast. :) so good times. and that was on my new scale, so im GOLDENNNN i can finally stop using the shitty broken one. :)
this weekend i REALLY realized how much i am addicted to food and even when i feel HORRIBLE , like truly disgusting and gross i STILL eat more. its somewhat the drugs but mostly just me. and i want it to stop... ugh. ive been waiting all weekend for today, cause i go back to boston and i begin a week of being healthy. which i love. why do i sabotage myself?
well we;ll see how this week goes :)
i weighed myself on thursday after i drank a ton of water and i was 209, so im guessing i would be 208 if it wasnt for the water and the breakfast. :) so good times. and that was on my new scale, so im GOLDENNNN i can finally stop using the shitty broken one. :)
this weekend i REALLY realized how much i am addicted to food and even when i feel HORRIBLE , like truly disgusting and gross i STILL eat more. its somewhat the drugs but mostly just me. and i want it to stop... ugh. ive been waiting all weekend for today, cause i go back to boston and i begin a week of being healthy. which i love. why do i sabotage myself?
well we;ll see how this week goes :)
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