its almost 4 oclock. i really wish it wasnt haha . but it is. im getting up in 4 hours or so, my aunts and cousins are coming at 10 ish to pick me up and i need to get ready. we're going skiing in pennslyvania, they have a house up there! im so excited... of course i left mybeautiful new ski jacket in boston. rhg. but oh well, still stoked.
its nice that its an event that revolves around being physical, not eating.
i HATE eating. i feel disgusting these past two days that ive been home and i cant stand it. this is why i need to go home though, to remind myself of what im doing and that i need to stay up there in boston OP for a few weeks, how it does me good. im just scared for the summer.
i need to address some serious issues inside myself. it might be time for a therapist.
haha dont get the wrong idea, its not SERIOUS issues. just emotional. my friend dave says he thinks everyone should go, just to talk. for release. to figure stuff out. i definitely agree.
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