minor headache goin on. i think it was the xlax and the fact that i only drank a cup of coffee and one water bottle so far today. i know i know laxatives are evil. no one knows that better than i. HOWEVER. i have this need to be totally like... cleansed and free of all the shitty stuff i ate this weekend. like seriously. so over it . so if a little headache and some internet backlash (as if) is the price, ill pay it i really dont care.
that being said im ruining my digestive-waste system for life. ugh. so many body parts that need fixing!
i just want to get healthy. seriously. ive never felt less healthy than i do now, and thats tough. haha. i guess the deal was before i never realized how unhealthy i was, so now that ive gotten a taste of living healthy .... i totally know when its out the door.
its december tomorrow! aahh! 31 days to get my butt into gear and leave the 200's behind in this decade. i need to get and stay focused for serious . im going back to fridays as my one weighin day, that seemed to be the best bet... ee
god help me! :) walk with me, ill look to you when my motivation is waning or i need to make tough decisions.
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