Monday, June 15, 2009

see, those unrepenting buzzards want your life

OKAY first for the good news: last tuesday i weighed in at 217! woooowoo so i was merely incredibly bloated when the scales said 231. pshh. still 217 is a far cry from 193... so sad... i miss february!

so AGAIN ive been less than amazing thursday-sunday. what is WRONG with me/!?!?! i think its really the pot and how i just let myself go after one SERIOUSLY bad bad miserable day (thursday) and then im out of control until i so choose. i so chose today. obviously. monday. thank god. who says that?

anyway i am not giving up. ever. but especially not now. today is a new day, this is the beginning of my new life. after visiting boston this weekend i realized that that chapter of my life is over. i cant go back to living there and college. obviously... im a grad. my life is post-grad. welcome to GET OVER IT LAUREN. boston can still be a part of my life and itll always be like my home... but so have other places ive had to leave. okay. is that true, ? i think this is the first place i actually had to move away from. wellll.. anyway i take back nothing i said lol. i have to get throuhg this rough period.. who said this summer was going to be easy? they lie!

im gonna be freakin hot by the end, though. watch outtt

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