oh man. so here i am. its june 5th and i am no longer under 200 lbs. wow. its kind of hard for me to realize this in print. i guess before i was like, oh only 25 pounds to lose and im back to where i was. but now its really hitting me to actually write it down here. for some reason this blog always makes me the most ... ashamed? embarassed? to admit my failures. which is crazy because no one even reads this lol but i thnk maybe its cause there is an entire side panel dedicated to reminding me how i keep backsliding and how when i threw it all away i was really at the best point i have ever been . 198, and i was stressing. im an idiot.
anyway NEW LIFE. haha. i graduated college (shoot me now) i miss boston terribly. and im home. forever. barf. not really. but yeah. i joined weight watchers last week. i am sticking to it this time. also not the first time this blog has heard that. well maybe its the first time ill follow through. (also not a new statement). BLOG STOP! the guilt is too much for me to take.
well i just figure either i succeed now, its my real life, or i just fall on my face and give up on life. im out of college, this is it. im on the fast track to looking back on 50 years and wondering where it all went. jesus. lets not waste this time, shall we?
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