okay sooo ive been ravenous this half of the day... i went to the gym after class, but only burned 600 calories. told myself id go back later. i ate awesome salad, pickles, and then decided i NEEdEd to give into my sweet craving and went to the dining hall & heisted two sugar cookies and some frozen yogurt. so im up to 1875 calories! i KNOW its pretty bad. well . its not like im gaining any weight fromthis but im certainly not really losing any. but the worst part is now that ive semi-blown it in my eyes im seriously considering going to the store and blowing it some more. bleh! im trying to talk myself out of it but at the same time another part of me is talking me into it. uhghh. i know i shouldnt but i want to eat! i just feel like sitting here and eating. UGH. and i guess isnce ive already gone wayy over my normal calorie intake i just feel like there sno reason to hold on. bleh! but i know thats stupid. and i really want to have a good WI. but then im also like well if i eat alot i can always live on jello tomorrow and hit the gym that much harder.... i know its a crock imjust trying to sell myselfbut i want so badly to believe that i can get away with it.
ill let you know if the proverbial shoulder-angel or shoulder-devil wins. BOO
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