today started off as THE PERFECT DAY.
and it has ended in shambles
as i should have known it would! somehow i convince myself it will begin and end as the awesomest day ever.
wuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im getting nowhere with the guy i like. OKAY: IM NOT GETTING NOWHERE. in fact, thats the whole problem! he basically does everything, including basically saying we were going to chill this weekend, and then PULLS BACK at the last minute and i am left frustrated and confused. im so overrrrrr it. he needs to grow a pair or decide he doesnt want to be anything more than friends. cause its sooooo annoying.
of course i get upset and BLOW my diet. eat everything.
THEN i decide : who cares? why did i ruin this day for a stupid little thing like that?
i pull myself together but its ALMOST too late..
well i cant eat anymore tonight, but i can excersize until i die.
which i intend to do. blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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